Up & Rising

September 5, 2007

fort minor-where’d you go

Filed under: Uncategorized — carriec @ 11:45 am
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone 

She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so 

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing 

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home 

You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you 

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing 

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home 

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin and hatin' and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it 

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home 

Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home

on mulling over lost love

Filed under: Uncategorized — carriec @ 11:24 am

i always feel that mulling/crying over lost love is an undeserving, unnecessary process, almost close to ludicrously silly process. most probably one that only the weak would do.

now that i’m on the verge of it, i’m revising that mindset of mine.

it’s mulling excessively over lost love, that’s crazy.

September 3, 2007

6 more days

Filed under: Uncategorized — carriec @ 4:29 pm

just 6 more days and my life will most probably take a 360 degrees turn.

it’s like re-shuffling.

packing and unpacking.

keeping and chucking.

For this flights of stairs up; i’m packing up my previous happy moments , chuckin the not-so-happy (,but re-shelving the trying, yet meaningful and challenging ones), chuckin the ’things to cry about’

, for this flights of stairs up.

physically u arent here anymore, but i’m re-shelvin u, for hopes that u will relinquish that that i set aside for you. but for my happiness(oh-how-ironic) and sanity,

you’ll be shelved.

responsibility vs. self

Filed under: Uncategorized — carriec @ 3:39 pm

what’s overrated? (to me)

Filed under: Uncategorized — carriec @ 3:35 pm
  1. love
  2. the notion: a degree is JUST a degree

it’s all or nothing OR all for nothing

Filed under: Uncategorized — carriec @ 3:31 pm

Any conversation that contains the following words: visa, singapore, oz

will always end up in disappointment.

 i’ll just go along with the waves of hopes, disappointment, positivity, chances, opportunities, wishes, and luck.

 i’ll see which will pull through.

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