it’s so unfair
it’s so bloody unfair!
ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrghhh
stupid structure, the planning and re-planning
to know that everything is going to change.
and hell, all the hell i went thru.
to know that the next sem will prolly be easier.
April 30, 2007
 
about to set off (outside my house)
1st food stop! (coff harbour?)
tanvi, trying to separate to colliding cars, that arent even moving
YHA hostel!!!!
our room! (i have the best sleeps ever!)
in sydney’s fish market
the guys reminscing over the evolution of men. (outside powerhouse, i guess?)
1st paddy’s market nite (we went back quite a few times, actually. lol)
in the city!
the chefssss! (missing emu, athony and kuan)
the chefssssss, and the erm, customers?
the g irls,missin hiroko
the girls!
erm. dancing.
dancing?
lol!!! i hve to upload this.
BIG HUMOUGOUS chess
Landom thoughts
a rapist worse nightmare?
what if a rapist pinned down a girl to rape, and after he riped off her clothes and go down south….
he realised the girl is having her period. A MAJOR ONE
LOL
i reckoned the girl’s life is saved
April 22, 2007
as with virginia tech gunman
Can i just mentioned that last thursday MSTU class was the most interesting and interACTIVE class ever. yep. and controversial.
minutes after the guest speaker Mr Paul Curtis got on stage to talk about popular music. this really dodgy looking guy carryin a cute but suss bag (those that u n i will carry in kindergarden) dashed down the lecture room and jumped onto the stage (yeh. the schonell theatre)/. so u get the picture how crazy it is to jump onto tt stage.
so he dashed around frantically on the stage, acknowledgin the speaker as his manager and of cuz paul denied. and shouting about someone who was stealin his daughter, and wanting paul to play his music to us. n blah n blah.
I thought the whole issue was pretty amusing, i didnt find it a tad scary, which should come as disturbin or amazing to others. i was sitting at the 3rd row from the stage. the first 2s are empty.
And, considering the lastest south korean gunman incident, i should be SHIT scared. and all the rights to be.
and crazy me was actually amused when my classmates were sharing their escape strategies in the tute. They were actually thinking (in their head) of strategies to block bullets with tables and which exits to run to.
and being a social science class; ultimately, the incident was steer towards democracy; how a person should be allowedand free to speak their mind in any situation.
p/s: the guy IS the one who ran ard naked in the parliament meeting.
what happened to the sanctuary of university life. the trees, the river, the ibis, the ducks, the lakes, they are all a lie????objects to create an imagery of tranquility and sanctuary in our educated(*goff) mind?
lol.
April 18, 2007
some dreams are hard to get out from
however ludicrous this may sound. i knew i’m in it, but i just cant, come out from it.
you know there are some shows that tell a story about someone’s life, with the show ending with that someone wakin up from a deep sleep, or a nightmare.
i feel like mine is such.
except that i keep wakin up in my sleep, to enter into yet, another sleep.
and another
