Up & Rising

this feeling and contemplation has been haunting me since the day i finished my papers.

Everyone’s up to something good, something i always refer as ‘life progression’. it’s like my own life-version of the rat-race, the career ladder.

young teenagers see life progression, or success, or happiness OR contentment from capital or resources to own expensive stuff.

adults orperhaps, young adults see it, almost the same? except that the ability to acquire the material stuff are from your own capital/resources, no more help from good old parents.

as for me, itincludes experiences as well.like to travel, to experience new stuff, new people, not only experiencing, but to interact with. u noe the gist? really doinsometing fruitful to get out of life’s mediocrity.

i mean, like,i’m hearing frens, opening businesses, seemingly getting prominent in their industry, or with their edu. institutions, or working in other countriesor just plain working, acquiring new knowledges.

Here i am, wakin up late, appearin in shoppin malls, exploring islands, meeting up with frens, gettin lethargic, eating, hopin for a chance to drive ard.

i mean, i’mnot doin nothing, i’m waiting to learn and get a driving licence. but tt’s it.

i’m hardly at all! and i dunnoe why!

i keep thinking tt maybe i shld do something contributive, like work.and stop bummin ard and doin nothin.

everyone i know, ok. prolly 90% are working.

was at a farewell dinner, sendin off a fren out to florida. and all 10except 1(me), is not working! and i hve nothing interesting to say.

how blahhhhhhhhh

urgh.

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that ‘True love is just around the corner’ and – if you haven’t found it as yet – you possibly soon will.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore ‘why bother?’ You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.

For the next 3 days

i’ll wake up early

stretch my lethargic and so-in-need-of-exercise body facin the pacific ocean

smell the morning dews

and finally, stop shopping!!!!!!

see you later gd old brisbane

…in brisbane, and snowed in melb.:( when i’m not there!!!

and… there were bush fires in QLD.

Tell me how screwed up australia is.?

Australia is really like DOWNunder man. if you get my drift.

so anyway, the hail storm happens at ard 1 plus, and the rain came through my windows (something that shld not happen, if you have a look at aussies’ windows) and woke me up.

so we dashed out to drive my poor car into the garage, while i played and danced in the rain, experiencing my FIRST hail storm.

then, my cute commercial guy of a neighbor came out.

after that, i went into the veranda and saw the bbq pit.

me: should we save the bbq pit?

j: dun bother, the bbq has alr went thru shiet.

so we didnt.

i went to charge my camera but before I can use it, the ice has all melted!!!!!!!:(

The year is comingto an end, my semester has long ended. My rent lease is ending next jan.
And

My student visa is ending in August. My uni life is one sem short of THE END.

So many endings in my life, yet it doesnt feels like I have grown abit.

Nor have I achieved anything.

The odds of gettin on the Dean’s list is over for me since the cut off is actually 6.25! compared to other faculties with 5.5. And having 95% of the cohort being domestic students is definitely not encouraging.

Whoever said that australian uni students do not care abt grades are either

1. liars, or or

2. didnt factor in my degree, or
3. never did study in aussie before

And even worse! I was looking at my program dean’s list roll. daym. i see no asian surname.

and

nobody reply me in blackboard, my tutors mislook my e-mails, give vague comments.

so if you need advice on whether you should study here.

i’ll say, sweetiessss dun waste your moolah.

Ahh. lesson learnt, for me.

So the PM has ruled a referendum on the industrial relations policy.

Quoting from the australian, “Mr Howard said the ruling had not given the commonwealth any extra power but had just reaffirmed the powers it already had”.

So! my case is: the PM DOES has the power to decide whether he wants a policy to be under the public scrutiny, on the public agenda and the policy outcome to be decided by the public.

why had my tutor mark me down on this. could only be one reason then.

bloody hell. so I DO know my work.

i’ll keep my cool.♥

There are a few good people.

There are a few bad people.

There are a few positive people.

There are a few negative people.

There are a few people who are here to help.

There are a few people who are here to watch.

There are a few dependent people.

There are a few independent people.

There are a few evil people.

There are a few angelic people.

There are a few people who makes me enjoy the goods of life.

There are a few people who makes me drown in the bads of life.

There are a few people who make use of me.

There are a few people who think I make use of them.

There are also, a few people who are misunderstood.

that’s the world in reallly simple terms. It’s really my call.

Treat the right people, right. i say.

i’m done with the sem!!!!

i have just submitted my ‘take home’ Political science exam. a word doc. 4 questions. 4000 words. my weekend. 20 references.

DONE.

this very act of submitting my exam answers to ian, scared me outta of my wits!!!

i was thinking of wad additional msg i shld write in the body of the e-mail. should i say how i really feel?

“gimme me a good grade, or else”

OR

“PLease pass me”.

Instead i settled with the normal detached msg, “Attach is my exam answers”.

oh my god. i hve never been this relieve for the past 1 1/2 yrs of uni life!

Appreciation to everyone who has been praying for me!!!!!! and all the support

the past weekend has been a dream. i cant believe i did all these!!!!!!

ok. i’m gg to watch my SP now. BYE!

^{i’m in the middle of my take home exams.}

and my the entries in my blog has disappear into thin air.

sweet!

and i cant be bothered!!!

haahaah