I dislike

not taken seriously

taken for granted

belittled

maligned

being bitched with false information

not living up to expectation

judged by people who

- do not know better

- dun even know me

labelled

being compromised by the same person frequently

getting bad results

laughed at with malice

failing

backlashed

exams

the cruelty of life

the notion and truth of being blinded by love

the bacterias that make my loved ones sick

rejection

feeling left out

having personal issues!

I like

good results

feeling loved

being worth it

my family (the sarcasm, the dissing. cuz i noe after all tt happens, theres not bad feelings nor intention)

the smell of grass and flowers after rain fall

the sound of gushing waves

feeling in touch with nature

cuddling

feeling safe and protected from all evils

the “CAN-do” spirit

interests

knowing that love is all around and everyone is nice

dreams

knowing that everything will be alright

progression

looking at the past and knowing that I have grown better

doing effortless things that will make lives of all, easier

hopes,miracles, laughters, smiles, sincerity, loves, appreciation and all things nice

I’m doing a research on recycled water issues of a certain place of a certain country, which we shall call A (for arse).

And recycled water to the skeptics and narrowed would think of all the negative connotations that their dull mind can think abt. poo, sewage, urine, dirt, bacteria, drink-and-die. (i think i’m too harsh)

I cant believe how long more are they gg to debate for, on drinking and using recycled water: obviously a cheaper and much practical alternative than building them damn dams and transporting water from other states.

It just confirmed my suss on how narrowed minded these people are, and STILL can be. Come on countries like US,Namibia and Singapore have alr been using recycled water, and do we act any dumber than them?

Well, to be more objective, yea, some of the arguements are pretty valid, like real estate prices will drop and stuff. But, is money more impt than ur ability to have water? something that not only you but the whole world have so taken for granted. Everything dies without appreciation.

So i reckon. It’s payback time! from The Water.

ok. i have digressed.

I dreamt that Mel, who is now on student exchange in US, murdered two of our friends

And she’s planning to kill the rest of us too.

The reason was, she’s tired and stressed for being a GPA 7 student.

And i’m next on the list. To be killed
And, my mumsy conveniently invited her to stay over in my place(not tt my mumsy is here)

Upon knowing.

I woke up.

wad a weird dream.

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Disclaimer: Mel is areal nice girl. I like her! that’s why, this is a weird dream;)

The Portrait of the Counselor Idealist (iNFj)

The Counselor Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in reaching their goals, and directive and introverted in their interpersonal roles. Counselors focus on human potentials, think in terms of ethical values, and come easily to decisions. The small number of this type (little more than 2 percent) is regrettable, since Counselors have an unusually strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others and genuinely enjoy helping their companions. Although Counsleors tend to be private, sensitive people, and are not generally visible leaders, they nevertheless work quite intensely with those close to them, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes with their families, friends, and colleagues. This type has great depth of personality; they are themselves complicated, and can understand and deal with complex issues and people.

Counselors can be hard to get to know. They have an unusually rich inner life, but they are reserved and tend not to share their reactions except with those they trust. With their loved ones, certainly, Counselors are not reluctant to express their feelings, their face lighting up with the positive emotions, but darkening like a thunderhead with the negative. Indeed, because of their strong ability to take into themselves the feelings of others, Counselors can be hurt rather easily by those around them, which, perhaps, is one reason why they tend to be private people, mutely withdrawing from human contact. At the same time, friends who have known a Counselor for years may find sides emerging which come as a surprise. Not that they are inconsistent; Counselors value their integrity a great deal, but they have intricately woven, mysterious personalities which sometimes puzzle even them.

Counselors have strong empathic abilities and can become aware of another’s emotions or intentions — good or evil — even before that person is conscious of them. This “mind-reading” can take the form of feeling the hidden distress or illnesses of others to an extent which is difficult for other types to comprehend. Even Counselors can seldom tell how they came to penetrate others’ feelings so keenly. Furthermore, the Counselor is most likely of all the types to demonstrate an ability to understand psychic phenomena and to have visions of human events, past, present, or future. What is known as ESP may well be exceptional intuitive ability-in both its forms, projection and introjection. Such supernormal intuition is found frequently in the Counselor, and can extend to people, things, and often events, taking the form of visions, episodes of foreknowledge, premonitions, auditory and visual images of things to come, as well as uncanny communications with certain individuals at a distance.

Mohandas Gandhi  and Eleanor Roosevelt are examples of the Counselor Idealist (INFJ).

Full descriptions of the Counselor and the Idealists are in People Patterns or Please Understand Me II

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The Portrait of the Counselor Idealist (iNFj)

The Counselor Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in reaching their goals, and directive and introverted in their interpersonal roles. Counselors focus on human potentials, think in terms of ethical values, and come easily to decisions. The small number of this type (little more than 2 percent) is regrettable, since Counselors have an unusually strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others and genuinely enjoy helping their companions. Although Counsleors tend to be private, sensitive people, and are not generally visible leaders, they nevertheless work quite intensely with those close to them, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes with their families, friends, and colleagues. This type has great depth of personality; they are themselves complicated, and can understand and deal with complex issues and people.

Counselors can be hard to get to know. They have an unusually rich inner life, but they are reserved and tend not to share their reactions except with those they trust. With their loved ones, certainly, Counselors are not reluctant to express their feelings, their face lighting up with the positive emotions, but darkening like a thunderhead with the negative. Indeed, because of their strong ability to take into themselves the feelings of others, Counselors can be hurt rather easily by those around them, which, perhaps, is one reason why they tend to be private people, mutely withdrawing from human contact. At the same time, friends who have known a Counselor for years may find sides emerging which come as a surprise. Not that they are inconsistent; Counselors value their integrity a great deal, but they have intricately woven, mysterious personalities which sometimes puzzle even them.

Counselors have strong empathic abilities and can become aware of another’s emotions or intentions — good or evil — even before that person is conscious of them. This “mind-reading” can take the form of feeling the hidden distress or illnesses of others to an extent which is difficult for other types to comprehend. Even Counselors can seldom tell how they came to penetrate others’ feelings so keenly. Furthermore, the Counselor is most likely of all the types to demonstrate an ability to understand psychic phenomena and to have visions of human events, past, present, or future. What is known as ESP may well be exceptional intuitive ability-in both its forms, projection and introjection. Such supernormal intuition is found frequently in the Counselor, and can extend to people, things, and often events, taking the form of visions, episodes of foreknowledge, premonitions, auditory and visual images of things to come, as well as uncanny communications with certain individuals at a distance.

Mohandas Gandhi  and Eleanor Roosevelt are examples of the Counselor Idealist (INFJ).

Full descriptions of the Counselor and the Idealists are in People Patterns or Please Understand Me II

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I absolutely adore Death Cab for Cutie.

They have the best songs/album/lyrics

If only I will have the chance to go to their concert...

i'm still abit upset over Red Hot Chilli Pepper.

Twice, Two freaking times that I had not managed to get their tickets!!!

Love of mine some day you will die,
But I'll be close behind.
I'll follow you into the dark.

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white;
Just our hands clasped so tight,
Waiting for the hint of a spark.
If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule,
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black,
And I held my tongue as she told me,
"Son, fear is the heart of love."
So I never went back.

If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

You and me have seen everything to see;
From Bangkok to Calgary.
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down;
The time for sleep is now.
It's nothing to cry about,
'Cause we'll hold each other soon.
The blackest of rooms.

If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

Never have I thought that this day will come.

The day, I fight for my Asian vegetables rights.

Him: You are not going to buy chinese vegetables, I am not chinese, we want potatoes.

Me: Hello,do I look australian to you?

Him: Becoming like one

Bollocks!(with an intent to sound anything but australian) and it’s my first attempt buying asian vegs here.

As much as I try to appreciate life and the people around me, it’s always difficult.

Perhaps (rather, it must be) that I cared too much.

Words mean alot to me.

i wish you will stop playing games; killing demented looking, boxy-like creatures and turn your head to your right.

Or, even better

Do your readings so I can discuss with you and reach a better understanding

geez.